Open mic

I never really wanted to go on a mission
how could I go out and preach something that I don't believe in?
My brother is out doing it
why shouldn't I go?
The day my brother left is the day that my life really started
It crushed me into thinking for myself and I soon began to doubt everything I was brainwashed into believing
I need an escape
I need an escape from the heavy expectations of a religious family
I need an escape from people who make my decisions
what I need is a dream
And that dream is iceland